At Last Defining Me
I simply do not want any arms around me.
I do not want warmth or passion
I just want time to cry.
I do not want flowers and clean cotton sheets.
I do not want white curtains, polished glass
I want time to mourn.
I do not want smiles and I do not want your hands upon me.
I do not want a roof or security or peace to share
I just want this cold rain upon my back.
I do not want your desires man, of what is idyllic
I do not want your want for me
I simply want time to know who I am.
I do not want your definitions of beauty.
That is mine to tell, that is mine to show
I simply want time now.
Time.
I want time on my own.
Sandra K Woodiwiss © 2012